My Life Lately

i'm so sorry but i have to write.

i'm so sorry for beating you down.

it's not because you're not enough.

you're not suck just like you think you are.

i know life has been so messed up.

you don't know if you should hold on or let go.

you feel like you have no power anymore.

you choose to grumble about what's wrong

instead of choosing to move on.

doing nothing won't lead you

towards something you want.

you need to push yourself harder

and be more responsible for your desires.

even if you have to slap yourself repeatedly

or hold back all kinds of feelings,

only then will you begin to realize

the power you used to have.

and it wouldn't be a waste

if you could write again in the end.